Okay, right now, i really really have to type down what i feel.
I'm not actually sure what i'm feeling at the moment actually, but i hope getting this down will make me feel better.

So one of my good good friends has just told me something and it was not really a shocking news, but its more of the type that i cant do anything for them except for listen? i hate it when its like that. I'm also a little, maybe more than a little confused cause i just dont get how this works. How can two people like each other and choose not to talk to each other for 2 weeks? They say its painful and all so why cant they just talk to each other? =S
She's also worried that society and others will judge them cause of their 'preferences' & liking the same gender... *stupid judging people everywhere* =='
Arrrghhh.. I dont get it...
It must be so painful not to talk to the one you love...

Damn my fingers still arent fully healed...cant type properly and as fast.
But right now, i'm feeling pretty crappy.. not THAT crap but more than usual =O= Later, I have to go find a place for maths tutor because i'm failing in maths so much...dragging the rest of my marks down..

And also...I just cant stop thinking about this guy! GAHHHH... though i may never see him ever again. Actually, i'm certain about it cause there is no way that we would ever meet again... Its so annoying though because i've never felt this way and actually missing a person like this. This feeling...is not good >.<

Life is so complicated! Sometimes I just feel like screaming out randomly!
But then I'm also glad I'm living the life i have right now =D
I'm so contradictory ^^" thanks for putting up with me!


UWAA i feel a little better now! I'm rooting for my good friend & hope everything turns out alright for her & her loved one! I hate it when people around me are all sad and down.... =(
& I'm so glad I joined dreamwidth!
Okay, now I gotta work my butt off for my school work, so 2moro, i can go back on the RPG site! Gawd I miss everyone there so much! <333


For now, byeee!